While millions of teenagers flock to Instagram, model Essena O’Neill has decided to do the opposite — and leave not just Instagram, but social media entirely. According to a video shared on her YouTube channel yesterday, the Australian Instagram star says she’s quitting social media in an effort to let go of the unhealthy addiction to likes, followers, and what is often considered the “dark side” of social media.
At times sobbing, O’Neill expresses regret as she recounts her love for art and writing, as well as an unhealthy yearning to be like the people she followed on social media. “At 12 I thought I was nothing. And then here at nearly 19 with all of these followers, I don’t know even know what is real and what is not because I’ve let myself be defined by something that is so not real.”
The 18-year old Aussie says she began her obsession with social media at the age of 12, and like many other young girls at that age, became obsessed with not just her body, but becoming as popular as the social media stars she followed. As it happens, she became one of those stars, amassing millions of followers on Instagram, YouTube, and Tumblr, and turning her social media lifestyle into a successful modeling career.
Last week, however, O’Neill shared her last image on her Instagram account, which has since been renamed “Social Media Is Not Real Life.”
“I’m quitting Instagram, YouTube, and Tumblr,” she says. “Without realizing, I’ve spent the majority of my teenage life being addicted to social media, social approval, social status and my physical appearance. Social media, especially how I used it, isn’t real.” She has since deleted thousands of photos from her Instagram account and plans to re-edit truthful captions to the remaining photographs.
O’Neill has also set up a website, LetsBeGameChangers.com, designed to fight the “cult” of social media and may include the “truth” behind many of the Instagram pics she’s famous for, as mentioned on her Instagram account. The response to her departure from Instagram has been largely supportive, with fans and other Instagrammers leaving over 10,000 messages on her final Instagram post. And since publicly declaring the relationship with social media over, O’Neill’s Instagram followers have increased from over 500,000 to nearly 800,000 — O’Neill may remain an Instagram star, but for other reasons.